bad day today. This waking-up-at-4-am-every-morning thing is really taking a toll, especially when you add in that I'm waking up at least once an hour throughout the night. My son gives zero fucks about listening to me, too. I'm exhausted and I really fucking miss my boyfriend. And I talked to my ex to iron out the exact wording on the visitation/custody/child support agreement he wanted and then he mentally unloaded on me on facebook after we got off the phone and it just brought up a lot of old shit in my head. I just want to sleep and apparently my body and the universe are conspiring to keep that from happening.